Rant Alert: Peanut Gallery and "Christians"

RANT ALERT: Rated PG
I just need to get this off my chest. And no, this will not be cross-posted on my website. This is my reality. Meds are NOT a cure for YOUR ignorance. I can NOT take a med and get rid of YOUR actions that make life extremely difficult for me! My allergies are NOT curable by a stupid pill!

Peanut Gallery - It never ceases to amaze me how many Christians have ridiculed me and told me I should not kiss my mate on the day he eats what I am allergic too and how they do this all the time and never had a bad reaction. I guarantee you that those who say this have NEVER landed in the hospital and do NOT carry an Epi-pen and do NOT have a TRUE ALLERGY! And, no, I will not join any Christian forum because I am so sick and tired of the verbal abuse I get from so-called believers! Sorry, but I have been rejected by every believer I have come into contact with when I accidentally mention my food allergies. I can't get a date because of my allergy to chicken and beef. I have been told too many times that my allergies are not that bad, and that a kiss won't kill me! I am sick and tired of Christians playing doctor! Show me your medical degree and then we'll talk! Until then, beep the hell off! Sorry, but I am so upset with so-called "Christians" that I am rejecting ALL American Believers on the band "Allergy" and the movie Erasehead, plus a few other things.

I've been rejected 5 times in 4 weeks on the Chicken and Beef allergy alone. I've been told that they won't go to a rugby game because they aren't into Rugby. I've been told that I should go to their boring American Football game or Baseball game and that me not being into it is NOT a valid excuse!

So tell me, what IS the difference? They are being extremely discriminatory. Why the bloody hell should I get out of my comfort zone and bore myself to death with their stupid arrogant games when they refuse to give me the same courtesy? Why? WHY?! Because their interest are what is "normal" to the country they live in and if you aren't into what is the most popular thing in the country then you are extremely wrong and should get with the program immediately! Can I tell them to beep off? Of course not, because that would be swearing without actually swearing.

Discrimination drives me nuts! I have been told that I should be able to find something I can eat no matter where we eat out! I love the idiots who know my food requirements better then I do!  I am told that my measuring stick is too high is the number one reason why I am not married. Truthfully, they ARE correct! I should be suicidal just like they are so I too, can marry! Difference is I would be physically suicidal instead of spiritually suicidal. It is still suicide either way. No real difference. Death is death. Sure, you can still breath long enough to spit satanic venom to whomever is in hearing range and I won't be able to. But, surely, that really isn't enough of a difference, is it? I would at least see Jesus a whole lot sooner!

And, can't we really argue that Jesus was all about worshiping whatever is the most popular, the most "normal"? Doesn't He want us all to be just like Him? If you listen to Christians long enough, you'll believe that church is suppose to be segregated by ability and often race. You'll believe that Jesus hates those with sensitivities to scents. Jesus hates those who are deaf and only wants them to go to special deaf churches as we who are not deaf should never learn sign language (I'm trying to learn sign language). Jesus hates the gays and those in wheelchairs, have down syndrome, and so on. Jesus would never have anything to do with these people and neither shall we. LIES! ALL OF IT IS LIES!

Truth is, Jesus loves ALL OF US right where we are now! He is a friend to all no matter what or who that person is - including abilities and allergies! So why do we practice hate then? Why do we insist on living in fear, making decisions based on fear? We have allowed Satan to rob us of our joy and replace that joy with fear.

Do I have fear? Yes, I am very afraid of going to church because you have shown me cause to be very afraid. Sure, it is my choice to be afraid. However, it is extremely difficult to attend a place of worship that has become a hostile environment. It is hard to attend a place that practices murder of those with the wrong allergies. See anaphylatic to certain scents like potpourri and cinnamon. See my arrogant father who insist that apple-cinnamon tea be served at HIS church when HIS daughter is extremely allergic to Cinnamon by smell and carries an epi-pen. I am not welcomed at his church. He is not the pastor, it is just the church he attends. My church met at another church that insisted that potpourri be in the bathroom. I'm anaphylactic. So, find another church. I prefer messianic synagogues. These are somewhat rare. Good luck! I don't attend church. Matter of a fact, I am so angry with you (yes I'm trying to not be angry and forgive instead) that I do NOT read the Bible on a regular basis and do NOT pray on a regular basis. I know how God is and do believe, but I have lost hope in this society. I'm trying to get hope back. It is hard to get hope back when you have lived in an hostile environment your entire life and get only venom yelled at you by stupid people who think that Jesus is their god. He isn't.